oh lets get it done.

i need to take more pictures.

again, once more.

these days there isn't much joy in myself to do pretty much anything but i got a new journal and decided to write again but this time with maybe for fun in it that instead of writing what or how i'm feeling that i think of memories and i write them down then do what i did that time, so it'll be fun to read it. I have so many journals and i love reading them over and over, how i felt and what i was going through. and i'm drawing, designing again. this will be fun.

For us, it's love.

Yes, you are the one for me.
I know this now for sure.
And I never want to let you go.
I need this.
I want this.
I love this.
You are my happiness.
My one and only.
You make me smile.
You make my heart warm.
You'd be something i'm good at.
You're the only one that feels like home.
they don't love you like I love you
So please stay with me.
I love you dearly.
(one day i'll feel like this)

one day at a time

as the seconds, minutes, and hours pass there isn't a moment where i don't think back reminding myself that i can do what i've been doing all this time and that is to be happy. though, it has been ever so hard because i have been struggling once again to find myself and stay true to that. it has become easy but yet it is hard to keep it up, i'll be happier each day comes and goes. i need to make myself happy, i truly want this. for you, for me, us.

thinking too much

i'll stop once and for all.
maybe i'll stop caring.
yes that's it.

I'M SO CONFUSED...

don't worry about a thing

i will love you and love you.

i can't remember when

the times that i couldn't thing of one bad thing.
now that is all i can think about yet nothing.
i know there is always good around the corner.
maybe it's just me, that i'm not strong enough.
weak to even handle myself or others that are close.
i can't change the fact that i'm too scared to live.
of course, one day at the time and i'll be able to.
hoping that day is very close because i'm starting to lose.