day one

Imma starting writing in my journal. I haven't written in such a long time, and I miss it. 

It has been way too long.

There has been so many wonderful moments that has happened that I can't even describe and is still happening. I am truly grateful that I was born into this world, with all the bad and good that has fell into my lap. I have grown so much in the past few years, I have noticed that I am getting stronger and wiser every day. 

I am now happily married with two beautiful, precious boys. I get to spend so much time with my husband and I still can't get enough of it. We are fall in love with each other each and every day. 

I plan on writing and to do my best to get my feelings out there. I am finally happy. 

Love will not break your heart.

These past couple of months have changed so much for me, and my surroundings. I seriously couldn't be more happy, but I am a little sad that everything around you won't look the same ever. Love can be a beautiful but painful at the same time. And that sucks to experience. This month has been such a teary month, I haven't cried in a long time yet it is always great to shed a tear or two.

Today is the day. It is, I'm sure of it. Imma write a letter to him and actually sent it!!!

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It has been about seven months. I haven't wrote a single letter. Guess I really don't know what to write him, think I'm just scared of what he'll say. I listen to all the songs we listen together over and over, I feel bad yet I don't do anything to change that. We have been friends for six, going on seven years. I remember when we'd just sit and talk for hours. The late night texts. Our tea times. Walking around downtown, taking silly photos. And of course, reading comics in the bookstores,. I have almost a journal full of entires for him, I do love him, very much so. Maybeee its when I send them, I feel like I won't get a reply but then again he isn't the type to do such a thing as to not reply.

Time didn't wear away my feelings for you, love. Just rusted them and made them hard to find but yes, I love you.

I wonder if I'm far sighted. The further things are, the better I can see. The closer things are the more I lose sight of them.

Real Eyes. Realize. Real Lies.