sorry i haven't been writing. i mainly write in my notes since i don't have much time to get online like i use to. nothing much as happen since i have last blog, but alot of things have been on my mind. maybe i'm thinking too much trying to get a answer. i'm alright just not fine. i'm still finding simple ways to be happy and enjoy myself, it's not the same because i'm find the end of it. just hope that i try harder and focus on my studies then anything.

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Maybe I'm just bad at timing but when I want something I don't get it and maybe the way that I didn't want it, so usually I don't want it but yet I still take it. It's a strange thing for me to do, but I'm seeing that I really do want it maybe I don't want people to know or to see me. So I try to forget but it's kinda there when I least expect it and it's kinda a funny thing but I enjoy it in that moment. I was thinking of something like that, when you don't want to do anything with it, it's there. When I want to see it, it's not always a good time but then again I'm pretty random, that I don't things in order. I think I just like the fact that it's going to be there, but I do want it always to be there for me or just with me. I just want to set things straight.

my 21 birthday

Always looking forward to it, maybe then I'll know who I am.

15/365 - Every Passing Face

It's always a good thing to have love in your life because your always feeling all these feelings that you thought that you could never have but yet you are feeling them right now and it's such a great feeling and I don't know what to make of it. On the other side, There is a lot of different kinds of love. Doesn't really make sense till you actually get it then it's such a really good feeling in your insides that you are always smiling with in your mind thinking of a simple thing that made you happy in the first place. I truly always want to have that feeling with me. To me, It's wonderful.
"Love makes life confusing without love, would you live?"

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If could do something better with myself, I would.

Changing Some Things

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IT'S A START. IT'S COPYRIGHT, NIG!

I was thinking of something today.

As I pass this nowhere place, I look at nothing or nothing I've done but I see so much pain, suffering. This is the picture I see, I'm walking, I'm breathing.

It's couldn't be that simple.

It seriously feels like everything that I plan on doing is going into place like I wanted it to, and even better. It's such a great feeling.