I'll be going back down to my home, but I would like to tell you that I'm happy right in this moment. I know that maybe it doesn't look like it, but I know who I am and I really don't care what I am or what I did. I'm truly happy because I know where I'm going. I'm always asking questions to my friends about me and they know who I really am or what I'm trying my best to become, it's good to get some really amazing insights about myself and the other things around me, I don't shut anybody out just giving them a chance to know me and getting to know them. I'm content. So with that, I'll be in Arizona for a week or so depending on how I feel down that, I can't wait to see my cousins and my loved ones. I'll miss you.

It's time for that moment.

I want something for myself that I never thought of before. It's not something that is expensive or anything that most people will think of but I think of it daily, I can't help but long for it. I don't know if I will ever get it, but I'll get pretty close that I will be happy for that instance second if I won't get that happiness again, I'll be happy that I got that chance of relief. It's rather depressing to think about thing that you would never think about but it's only when I'm alone and thinking of all the possible things that I could be doing, but mostly I'm thinking all of the negative things that will happen and I can't help scare myself, I wish I was stronger so I wouldn't need anybody that I can cry to, making up theses lie that won't last but will make me worse then I was before. I need this for myself right now.

14/365 - Growing trees

私がしたいように成長していないんだけど、私があるのではないかなとは別の方法を学んでいる。 But for one thing, I'm happy that I'm learning different things that I don't think I would have learn if I was doing the right thing. I feel smarter already, I'm glad.

July,16,2009<3

Having a blasty Weekend.

Took pictures.
Ate some pizza.
Got full off of cake.
Went Swimming.
Had some laughs.
Said some mean things.
Felt happy.
Family time.
Facebooking.
Biked.
Walked.
Watched a movie.
Slept.
Texting nonstop.
Popcorn balls.
Fabric.
Went the city I loved.
Water Water.
I'm having a good b-day weekend.

That little line.

I'm always thinking of some way that I'm not as great as people think I am. I really wish I was so that I wouldn't feel like I'm cheating somebody. I just want to straight and forward with everything so I won't leave anything out, but it's just wishful thinking. I'll get sick of just not doing anything about the things I want to do, and I'll do them.

Gizmo Francisco-Gorman

I am what I am, I love everything that I have done, doing and what I will do. I like what I like and I'm changing so sometimes I can like it and others I'll change into something else, I won't be the same person as I was yesterday but I'm half-half.

hear the song of my heart.

I don't really feel like writing anymore.As I'm getting older, I don't have time to me. My song is the life that I was given, which wasn't that much but I took it and gave the best I could, I have been taking myself pretty hard and do thing that I'm not really proud of yet I know what I did wrong and I fully regret but I'm forgetting because I don't want that to be a burden on me when the future to come and what I have to do. I have gotten strong yet I'm still weak and I know what my cons and pros. I just want to be square with everything so I won't be broken when I need to be strong and get back up. I probably don't make sense but it's all in my head which I can't really express still I try my best. It's probably not the best song but it's what I have for right now, maybe later it will be more better when I'm all grown.

I think It's starting

Happy Birthday, Mickaela Annie Allison.

She Is 14, But We Say She Just Turned 12. Gosh, I Love Her So. I'll Take Alot Of Pictures. I Just Got Off My Braces And I Have To Say My Teeth Are So Perfect. We Take Pictures Alot Nowadays.

Your Cool, I'm Square.

I seriously need to start writing, I can't think when I do I don't have anything to write it down, hahaha. I haven't been online for awhile and I can't write because I kinda forgot. I'm too tired right now to write. I couldn't sleep all that good last night because I was thinking about him, sorry sorry. Maybe I am a yellow square:)?

13/365 - True Happiness

I spent my early week birthday with him and it was so fantastic, I got the most cutest adorable thing in the world and I love it, He can be so sweet and nice, but at the same time he can be strong and very demanding, he knows what he wants and he will get it. He is a person I can truly call him my own friend...etc. He is going to be gone next week for my birthday, so sad.

(sorry for late reply)