O'course too good for words.

my heart is pretty full for what the reason of what it is, and I can't do anything but smile :). I wish you guys are having the same feeling of joyfulness that I'm feeling.

To happy for the weekend
I can feel the freedom
I want to do something fun
then again I don't' know what.

I had a good week, I got to see an old friend.
I found someone.
I feel like I have grown up some.

I don't know what to do!
I'm very excited.
I'm very shy.
I'm very nervous.
I'm very happy.
I'm very scared.
I want to cry.
I want to scream.
I want to jump with joy.
My heart is aching with happiness.
I seriously can't this, I wasn't prepare.

My heart is pounding pounding

I feel like I'm in love for the first time.
I don't know how to react to what your saying.
I can't stop my heart from pounding outside my chest.
I'm too nervous to say anything so I nod.
I sit as I try to think of something to say.
It's useless, I am trying to hard when your so good at it.
I can feel my face is all red and hot.
I can't think of anything, still.

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I started to think of ideas what I could use for my use of the things I want people to see, It's going alright but I haven't started designing just yet. I'm still brain storming of new and better ideas.

All I want and more

I haven't been blogging that much and I haven't been writing in my book as well, I just can't think and how to put it in paper I don't know what I'm thinking maybe I just always thought that if I wrote it down then that would it be but when I'm done writing then later I would go back and read it, it doesn't look good so I would erase it or just rip the pages out of it. I don't know what to do about that, but I think its just that I don't have anything really to say. What I'm saying is that I just want more out of life instead of doing the same things every single day. I need something new.

Save tonight for I'll be gone.

I can't help but think of something amazing and forget it.

Okay, I haven't been that good. Soz.