Friday, June 12, 2009
2/365 - The Wrong Side.
I need to be honest with myself. I know I'm not as good as you think I am, or other people think because it's stressful being that person that alot of people see and I'm not that person, I'm not nice, sweet or even cheerful, I wear a mask that I take off when I really need to change or be real but I'm trying just on my own time and when I want to give and stop doing the things that I do, Hopefully one day I can break that mask and come out and show my true self. I don't give up, I just keep trying because I don't want to have a life that is depressing and I keep going with it and pretending that everything is alright. I want to keep moving forward to what I want and I know what someday I will have and enjoy it.
100 things
That I want to learn, experience and feel.
1.Get done with school.
2.Finish my designs.
3.Go see Faris.
4.Be honest.
5.Be more caring.
6.DON'T CUT HAIR, LET IT FLOW.
7.Be a good friend.
8.First tattoo on July 16th.
9.Learn acoustic guitar.
10.Learn drums.
11.Start longboarding.
12.Buy holga fisheye.
13.Make hemp bracelets.
14.Start opening up.
15.NO MORE SHYNESS.
16.Slowly down on Hot Cheetos.
17.Bike every morning.
18.Set things straight with everyone.
18.Listen
19.Obey.
20.Be honest with myself.
21.Take singing lessons.
22.Get an imagination.
23.Get Gauges.
24.Speak my mind.
25.Have my own opinions
26.Learn how to sew.
27.Master Hardstyle Shuffle
28.At least stay up one night to watch the sun rise at Perlis with Taro.
29.See Blink-182 LIVE.
30.Listen to more new local bands.
31.Be slick.
32.Learn to speak Bahasa Melayu
33.Go to bed around 9pm.
34.Speak to my old friends.
35.Give the ring back.
36.Save my money.
37.Get brand new Subaru WRX.
38.Make a yellow hat.
39.Start BREAK-THROUGH.
40.Unpack.
41.Finally Move on and Forget.
42.Show my feelings.
43.Learn my history.
44.Less straight-forward.
45.Write in my diary daily.
46.Climb a huge mountain.
47.Ride a Ducati Superbike 848.
48.Earth friendly.
49.Read more.
50.Learn how to cook.
51.Spend a day at the beach.
52.Be true to what I say.
53.Take my time.
54.Get my braces off.
55.Be more gentle and safe.
56.Share with Strangers.
57.Plant a mango tree.
58.Paint a picture.
59.Karma happens.
60.Play black-jack.
61.Attend Rantai in Malaysia.
62.Meet Yoji
63.Get better at driving.
64.あまり食べる.
65.人の人が考えることの苦労-LESS PRESSURE.
66.No drugs.
67.No drinking.
68.Live your life.
69.Be scared.
70.Don't always be happy.
71.Theres a time and place for everything.
72.Be strong.
73.Be respectful.
74.Learn to draw.
75.Take better pictures.
76.Be clean.
77.Finish the book of mormon.
78.NO CELL PHONE.
79.Stress-free.
80.Learn to surf.
81.Lose some fat.
82.Smile more.
83.Laugh more.
84.Live more.
85.Be open.
86.Go to college.
87.Be helpful.
88.Less selfish.
89.Give back.
90.Love more.
91.Give a hug a day.
92.Meet a new person everyday.
93.Be closer to family members
94.Use words, not fist.
95.Buy more converse.
96.Get a macbook.
97.Find pirate.
98.Stop bitting my nails.
99.Live in Malaysia.
100.Be Gizmo.
1.Get done with school.
2.Finish my designs.
3.Go see Faris.
4.Be honest.
5.Be more caring.
6.DON'T CUT HAIR, LET IT FLOW.
7.Be a good friend.
8.First tattoo on July 16th.
9.Learn acoustic guitar.
10.Learn drums.
11.Start longboarding.
12.Buy holga fisheye.
13.Make hemp bracelets.
14.Start opening up.
15.NO MORE SHYNESS.
16.Slowly down on Hot Cheetos.
17.Bike every morning.
18.Set things straight with everyone.
18.Listen
19.Obey.
20.Be honest with myself.
21.Take singing lessons.
22.Get an imagination.
23.Get Gauges.
24.Speak my mind.
25.Have my own opinions
26.Learn how to sew.
27.Master Hardstyle Shuffle
28.At least stay up one night to watch the sun rise at Perlis with Taro.
29.See Blink-182 LIVE.
30.Listen to more new local bands.
31.Be slick.
32.Learn to speak Bahasa Melayu
33.Go to bed around 9pm.
34.Speak to my old friends.
35.Give the ring back.
36.Save my money.
37.Get brand new Subaru WRX.
38.Make a yellow hat.
39.Start BREAK-THROUGH.
40.Unpack.
41.Finally Move on and Forget.
42.Show my feelings.
43.Learn my history.
44.Less straight-forward.
45.Write in my diary daily.
46.Climb a huge mountain.
47.Ride a Ducati Superbike 848.
48.Earth friendly.
49.Read more.
50.Learn how to cook.
51.Spend a day at the beach.
52.Be true to what I say.
53.Take my time.
54.Get my braces off.
55.Be more gentle and safe.
56.Share with Strangers.
57.Plant a mango tree.
58.Paint a picture.
59.Karma happens.
60.Play black-jack.
61.Attend Rantai in Malaysia.
62.Meet Yoji
63.Get better at driving.
64.あまり食べる.
65.人の人が考えることの苦労-LESS PRESSURE.
66.No drugs.
67.No drinking.
68.Live your life.
69.Be scared.
70.Don't always be happy.
71.Theres a time and place for everything.
72.Be strong.
73.Be respectful.
74.Learn to draw.
75.Take better pictures.
76.Be clean.
77.Finish the book of mormon.
78.NO CELL PHONE.
79.Stress-free.
80.Learn to surf.
81.Lose some fat.
82.Smile more.
83.Laugh more.
84.Live more.
85.Be open.
86.Go to college.
87.Be helpful.
88.Less selfish.
89.Give back.
90.Love more.
91.Give a hug a day.
92.Meet a new person everyday.
93.Be closer to family members
94.Use words, not fist.
95.Buy more converse.
96.Get a macbook.
97.Find pirate.
98.Stop bitting my nails.
99.Live in Malaysia.
100.Be Gizmo.
Vous Etes Ma Fantastique Muse
Her name is top secret, Thirteen. Her style is Unique.
She opens my eyes to new and fresh ideas.
She is seriously no doubt flawless.
1/365 - Regrets To Happiness
Every mistake, regret or ill feelings lead to where I'm at right now. I'm content because I'm stressed, happy, excited, mad, nervous. I'm feeling everything all at one and I have so many options to choose from. I feel weak and confident at the same time which is why I feel the way I do towards everything. It's like my mind and thoughts have been open and twisted around so I can see everything in every persons view.
(I'm going to be me) - June 9th
(I'm going to be me) - June 9th
SORRY SORRY SORRY
Enough time for me to blog. I have been thinking alot of my friends what I get and what I don't get about them and finally finally I'm seeing the real them and I love how true they are but other just are just too scared because of what others might think of them and I really don't like that, think it's a waste of time. So I have this friend but I can't seem to understand , they are doing crap that really don't think ANYBODY should be doing , they are and they are trying to get me to understand why they are doing it and it's good. RIDICULOUS! Just get sick of them, I'm not dumping them , just getting some time away from them , Which is kinda why I haven't bee hanging out much. Lately I have been biking alot , maybe about 6 miles each day , getting out my stress and anger , it's fun for me because I get to see the sky .
Friday, May 29, 2009
Good
I'm feel good today , I actually got some sleep and I feel refreshed .
I'm moving out of my old house into my new house and seriously excited , but I wish Yackie was with me so we can have fun putting things where they are going to go , but she is at a concert that I didn't want to go to . Right now I'm feeling empty so I'm packing things to get my mind busy busy busy .
I'm moving out of my old house into my new house and seriously excited , but I wish Yackie was with me so we can have fun putting things where they are going to go , but she is at a concert that I didn't want to go to . Right now I'm feeling empty so I'm packing things to get my mind busy busy busy .
Thursday, May 28, 2009
うまくいけば、誰かの漢字を読み取る
しない場合はどのような話は全く異なっているのだろうか頭の中でどのように考えですか？
分かったので、私は、人々には話が間違ったことを言っていることは素晴らしいし、何も私の言っていると間違っている私の頭。
WAAAAAAAAAAH ! T.T I'M REALLY SORRY DOOD !
私も難しいこの時期試してみます...:<
分かったので、私は、人々には話が間違ったことを言っていることは素晴らしいし、何も私の言っていると間違っている私の頭。
WAAAAAAAAAAH ! T.T I'M REALLY SORRY DOOD !
私も難しいこの時期試してみます...:<
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