still behind that pole

i don't feel like blogging that much these days
maybe it just the changing places i have put myself in
i want something new but i don't do anything about it
i keep coming back to the same thing everytime
that has stopped and finally changed something
want to tell you everything but not sure if you hear it
i need to see that smile for it keeps me going
i do it for myself, who i want to become, and my past
i keep on walking but i don't dare to look up
i sit here and you sit over there so far from us
don't know what i did but it wasn't right
i do want to listen and exactly follow my dreams
hard when you have nothing to fall back on
nothing to hear but your echo