22/365 - here with you, miss you

I'll be actually away from you for sometime and I truly hope that I'll be the same person but somehow more mature, becoming more like the person that I have been hoping and dreaming about. It's what I have to do for myself. Maybe you will change for the better just for yourself. Put aside what people think or what they might say about the things you do, and ask yourself are you happy? I'm struggling, I'm sick, I'm scared, I'm feeling pain that I never dream of having and yet I am happy because I truly want these emotions so I can talk more about what I feel and explain whats going on because communcation is what I have, I'll use it more. As we keep talking we will grow closer to eachother because I can just be myself and say what I truly think and say what I want to say. Of course I already promised you, and I inted to keep my word. For you.