All I want and more

I haven't been blogging that much and I haven't been writing in my book as well, I just can't think and how to put it in paper I don't know what I'm thinking maybe I just always thought that if I wrote it down then that would it be but when I'm done writing then later I would go back and read it, it doesn't look good so I would erase it or just rip the pages out of it. I don't know what to do about that, but I think its just that I don't have anything really to say. What I'm saying is that I just want more out of life instead of doing the same things every single day. I need something new.