18/365 - Having some faith

I watched what I was doing with everything and anything.
I feel pretty good and I really need to be strong.
For something like anything in my life to work out.
I need to always be on my watch and think about what I'm doing.
I know I can do this, but for that second I think I can't.
I need to be strong and see if I can really do this.
If not, then I'm pretty much not what I thought I was.
I need this for myself.
I know I can do but it is going to be hard.