19/365 - Trying your hardest

Doing my best isn't something I'm good at, but I want to be.
I have been going in circles and I want to get out.
Falling in the same hole and not climbing out.
I just want that to stop and actually keep going with progress.
I'm doing good, something happens that makes me stop.
Something that I don't know what is it, yet it impacts my situation.
I think it's something from my past but I can't find it.
Hope it gets better though.