16/365 - hurting on the inside

Once in awhile you have that moment to yourself to let it out everything that you have been holding it, well I haven't had that moment to myself but I can feel it coming to me and by now I thought that I finally gotten use to it that I wouldn't give into myself but I like that feeling that I get when I'm done, I know what to do with what I have right now and I'm ready to go. I kinda wish I had something when I was younger instead of being so weak and pretending to be who I am but I'm really not. When I have that moment then I'll let it all out and I'll finally feel great that I can cry again. I love having these feelings of what I'm feeling for every single thing, Always a joy.