it keeps coming back

the problems that i would usually have come around the same way.
maybe it's something inside myself that hasn't moved on.
a part that will never leave me no matter how bad i want it to go.
is it suppose to stay around so one day i'll be strong enough to beat it?
whenever i don't feel like myself, it comes back,
i don't understand and i wish i did so i wouldn't be so confused...you know?
what i do is i forget it, just keep going with my life....
maybe that is why it always come back, and worse then before.
lets just say that one day i'll fix the problems and finally move on.
i can do it.