I need to start over again

I really need to keep up with the things that I really want to do, like with reading all these years I haven't been writing everyday like i said i would. I don't feel like myself when i'm not writing, drawing or doing anything that i have been enjoying over the years. Maybe it's just me that is changing and it scares me. I know something is wrong, but i just don't know what that is. I think it always help to have someone to talk to about, i already see a different side of it when i talk with someone makes my thoughts more clear. Not being alone in this makes me want to write even more then i usually did, i want to keep going because i love it. Not starting over, maybe just picking it up again.