Maybe this isn't so bad, I mean yeah I wouldn't like it if I just didn't come back down there and kind of lost contact. I'm doing just fine and I'm loving what I'm about to do, hopefully that I won't lose my way and slowly lose myself. I know who am I and I love what I'm going to become. I have problems, struggles but I'm glad that I'm going through it. I am making sure that I still have some of me left and that I am going to come back down, just maybe for a little while. but i belive that i have found what i want to do.