23/365 - just water for us

I got a chance to talk with Emily, like really talk to her even if all that time we talked she just kept telling me to stay here, I really do want to stay but at the same time I know that I can't because I already did what I wanted and needed to do for myself and slowly I want to find myself on my own. I don't want to burden anywhere, I know that I won't get anywhere down here expect in my own hole and keep digging and I won't stop. We talked mainly about me and she just listened, I told what I was really feeling, told her the honest truth. I feel so happy that I made her cry knowing that she did understand me and I can talk to her even when it isn't the best time for her and myself. I will miss everyone back home. I'm glad she heard me even if I was whispering the words to her and telling her every details, only drinking water after dinner. I love you Emily. I don't know when I'll come back but I will come back once in awhile because you are always on my mind.