sorry i haven't been writing. i mainly write in my notes since i don't have much time to get online like i use to. nothing much as happen since i have last blog, but alot of things have been on my mind. maybe i'm thinking too much trying to get a answer. i'm alright just not fine. i'm still finding simple ways to be happy and enjoy myself, it's not the same because i'm find the end of it. just hope that i try harder and focus on my studies then anything.