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Maybe I'm just bad at timing but when I want something I don't get it and maybe the way that I didn't want it, so usually I don't want it but yet I still take it. It's a strange thing for me to do, but I'm seeing that I really do want it maybe I don't want people to know or to see me. So I try to forget but it's kinda there when I least expect it and it's kinda a funny thing but I enjoy it in that moment. I was thinking of something like that, when you don't want to do anything with it, it's there. When I want to see it, it's not always a good time but then again I'm pretty random, that I don't things in order. I think I just like the fact that it's going to be there, but I do want it always to be there for me or just with me. I just want to set things straight.