Holding It Up

I suddenly feel like I'm alone in a cold, dark place that I can't get out of. I'm always trying my hardest but I'm never good and I just give up all together, It's always there, When I'm at my highest peak or just happy for that instant second, it's gone as soon as I get it. I have such a simple life but I make it harder for me. I'm looking but I don't truly see it.