Wednesday, June 24, 2009

9/365 - It's Seriously Not Easy.

I don't know what has been going on with me theses day, but I'm happy that I'm actually not having to access the internet or being stuck on here every single day and out there doing something. I have done a lot of things since I written and learned way more then I planned but who plans? It's hard doing something for someone that isn't exactly the kind of person that you would ever trust or bother even liking yet I personally still do it because I'm a good person and I truly believe that I am a good person so I do it and give them the honest truth on what I think. Give or take, I take the whole thing every single thing that they put and what they put out and calculate what is going to happen or what would have happen if they choose something else. I can feel their pain and I really wish that I didn't care so much for people, people in general it's such a burden for me, but I do want to help people so I feel like I'm doing something to make this world a better place for me and my surroundings. I just want to make that impact that impression left on their life and some way help them and hopefully that make a big mistake that they will soon regret and the things that I have learn, but people don't listen to, they don't want to. They want the easy life, it's not possible. You can only make it easier.